“I’d like to get even with you ’cause you’re leaving, but sad songs and waltzes aren’t selling this year.”
In 12 days, I will be wholly independent.
It has yet to sink in,but oh well!
I am beyond ecstatic to be leaving my nuclear family and live with complete strangers. That has somehow managed to not be a concern to me. The only thing I am truly nervous of is grocery shopping.. Not whether I’ll have the funds to, but the very act of grocery shopping. I’m such a laid-back lady- I genuinely don’t care which way decisions go so I leave it up to those around me. This has left me to be a very non-committal and indecisive person. Once on my own, I’ll be forced to choose- choose things that are generally not a huge deal but decisions nonetheless. Am I actually going to cook? Or do I just want something quick? How much money should i put towards x amount of food? How much food should I get for x amount of time? Did I get anything of actually nutritional value? What am I even making??
so many questions that need to be answered by me alone..
so many loose ends to be gathered.